DeniseD's Journey:

I have folicular lymphoma in grion, both side, in the abdomen, and the neck. I have been told, unless a major organ becomes affected, no treatment is needed. I did get a second opinion. Both doctors agreed.

My doctor failed to answer my questions and wouldn't even respond to my husband, acting as though he was'nt in the room. I made the choice to stop seeing him in November 2011

After much research, and a visit to a top notch Cancer center, I discovered my lack of insurance severely affected my ability to recieve quality care at a lot of facilities. I have paid all bills at time of service, or within 30 days. I was given good advise from primary doctor and am now seeing a very qualified physician at the University. What a difference. Mine and my husband's questions have been answered in a very professional manner. For the first time since my diagnoses, I have confidence in my doctor.

This seems to be my biggest obstacle. This varies from day to day. At times I feel like a child that missed their nap, I hate that. I have always been a very active person and now I pace myself. I do realize I have been blessed with excellent health until now, so I try to keep that in mind. I also realize How much worse it could be.

I have a good support group to address issues of depression. I go every week and it has certainly helped.

On the 14th of January 2013, I lost my life partener to heart disease. My life has been turned upside down, but I intend to land on my feet. We did everything together and I always knew I could count on him for everything. There will be some major changes to come.

Wow, all this in the past 3 weeks. It seems my cancer has decided to get aggressive, so my doctor has a quick defensive plan in place. I start R-Chop on the 29th. I am very optimistic, as I am in the hands of my God and an awesome doctor.

Well it is early in the game. Yesterday was the first R-CHOP treatment. I have not experienced any negative effects yet, however I know it is too soon to expect the impact. I am emotionally up for the challenge, as I am a looking forward to completing my bucket list. I have the support of many wonderful family and friends. I will report when Things are not so comfortable as well, that's when my support team will kick in. I am in it to win it.