Hi Crystal, I hear how scared you are. You are young and have kids. It's hard. You are here and still living and not going anywhere right now. There are so many resources that can provide help, depending on what you need. For example, www.GiveForward.com helps with online fundraising to help defray medical costs. They are wonderful people. The American Cancer Society offers many camp opportunities for kids affected by cancer. You can contact them at[phone number redacted]. Please let us know what you need and we'll help you get the support to try to lighten the load. We are here for you.