Body parts, fertility, womanhood (in a sense), hair all over (every spec!), mental weight(cause only the most important things matter now!) , uncomfortableness( because I have become comfortable with being uncomfortable!) , - LoverOfGynOncs

Loss Associated with Clear Cell, Ovarian or Fallopian Tube Cancer. Posted on April 24, 2019 View this journey (7 Experiences)

My loss isn’t that much, because for every loss in the sense of the word I HAVE GAINED!
With my loss of body parts (I have gained a healthier body ) ,
With my chance of fertility cut out completely (I have gained more of a every second appreciation for our lil sweet pea we were so blessed to adopt 6 months BEFORE all this happened!)
With my “womanhood” in a sense, gone, I have gained a new appreciation for the parts I still have and (I know the parts are only parts) and I AM STILL ME,... and I AM SO BLESSED
The loss of hair all over,... I was head strong going into the first of the callings out, but as time went on the eyelashes and brows were (I’m not going to lie, they were a bit more to deal with emotionally) but ya get over it quick when ya realize YOU ARE STILL YOU AND YOU ARE SURVIVING AND STILL ALIVE! (Hopefully it will all grow back one day!)
And the Mental weight loss side of all this is gainfully freeing !
The things that seemed important ARENT NOW!
The worries the stresses the tasks the mental clarity (even though you’re in a chemo fog) is still great because lil things that were bothersome aren’t as important and don’t take up my energy anymore the focus ahead has shifted!

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