I am sorry you are having to go through this. The good news is that there are over 30 WhatNexters with a similar diagnosis to you who have beat it. Be sure to check out "Who to Follow" on the left side of your logged in home page. You can also just click on the "People" link on the top of the page and then use the filters on the left side of the page you can find them. Wishing for the best possible outcome for you.
Please keep us posted as things progress and do not hesitate to ask questions when they arise.