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    Just so people know if I comment on other posts that due with cancer its been from my own experiences. Melanoma is a new cancer for me and this time it is affecting my husband this time. In the past 12 years I have dealt with one form of cancer or another. For instance my sister and cousin are Breast cancer survivors but I have also dealt with a friend and step dad pass from esophageal cancer along with a grandma and aunt pass from breast and ovarian cancer and an uncle die from liver cancer. I am not looking for any pitty I just want people to know the experiences I have had with cancer. But this time it scares me more because the person with cancer is my husband and its closer to home.

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    ups and downs. I think that finally I have began to deal with the cancer diagnosis and then it hits me may be something the doctor says or money issues and then my depression rears it head again. I know it is hard my husband, but for me it like he is gone and on another military deployment and I am all a lone again. There are some days that I wish that was the case. I know its wrong but its how I feel.