God Bless you for this post! God is going to get us all through our trials and tribulations! I plan on focusing on the psalms once I start treatment. I started a new job 4 days after receiving my diagnosis - I questioned God on His timing for about 72 hours. When I got here I knew God gave me this job as a gift! I am finishing my third week and am loving it! On my first day I went to a Monday prayer group -- it was so wonderful!! The focus was on how God's name is your very breath... God is so big that you can't name Him... God is LIFE, BREATH. It focused on breathing deep and breathing in God, goodness, health, love, peace... all good things. Then you exhale fear, illness, doubt, confusing. It is helpful!!
Take care, friend. XOXO!