Have you tried a public library? Also you should have an oncology social worker that can help you. There should also be a chaplain at the hospt. Also do you have hospice involved yet? When my mother passed the kids were young and they sent a special social worker out the day my mom passed. In fact I think she was there before they got home from school. And for the next few days until it slowed down to a couple days a week So get ahold of hospice the hospt should be able to help you with that is what the support teams are all about. Hope this helps God Bless you.

Im with Susie. God bless you & yours with peace & strength. xox

There's a phenomenal book called Final Gifts, by Maggie Callanan and Patricia Kelley that shares a lot of beautiful true stories and hope from the perspective of 2 hospice nurses. Well worth the read, and I'm not a reader. Has really helped me cope with the loss of friends in their 40's and 50's, my mother's lengthy death, my father's suicide and the cancer I had a year ago. Has been nearly life-changing for me.

From the What's Next Blog:
http://blog.whatnext.com/blog/peer-perspectives/telling-your-kids-you-have-cancer

Not so much about death, but the overall idea of communicating honestly, even in the face of the unknown.