Hi angeleyes,
It sounds like you are going through a lot of what others have gone through. Please know you are not alone. I think this would be a great question to post in our Questions section. You can do this by clicking on Questions in the purple bar above, then typing int he box. It will automatically be routed to others with a similar diagnosis. In the meantime, here is a link to other conversations about mastectomies that might be helpful. https://www.whatnext.com/questions?utf8=✓&question_query=mastectomy
