Grace, I'm wishing for you a very negative exam and report. Please let me know how it went. And it's great to have a counselor to talk about cancer-related fears (and other things). I was in and out of therapy most of my adult life until two weeks after 9/11 the best therapist I ever had died suddenly (I never learned why, though after having gone to her for ten years, I was about to be finished). I did go to a psychiatrist with MSKCC who specialized in breast cancer survivors, as I found I was so anxious I needed meds (Lexapro). I no longer see any therapist. Been ages, but I may look into starting again, until my Medicare stops paying.
I've been okay. Having ocular migraines every so often (had them since childhood).
And Trumputin isn't helping any non-Trumpist's mental state.