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    Celebration (Finished treatment): Finished BCG treatment. Now I get a month off. I deserve it!

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    Drug or Chemo Therapy (BCG): The first two or three were not that bad. I just took the sixth one last Friday and I thought I was dying. If I had to do one more don't know if I could make myself do it.

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    Oh No (Two more tumors were removed from bladder.): Thank God they were not cancerous.

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    Oh No (Four Heart stents): Had to have four heart stents placed earlier this month. Now I can't have second cancer procedure for three months. That is how long the cardiologist said I had to take it before he will let me come off it. The urologist tried to assure me that this type of cancer is slow growing but then he says even though it does show signs of spreading into blood vessels and lymph nodes which is not typical for this type cancer. Now I have three months to worry about whether or not the cancer is still there and it is spreading.

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    Other Care (Urologist): Procedure scheduled for December 18, 2014. Scared that the cancer will not be gone. Dr. said even if no cancer was present I would have to undergo treatment.

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    Loss (My mind/Sense of Humor): I am feel so overwhelmed by this and I don't know what to do. I pray and read my Bible but cannot seem to find peace. I am so scared and I try to hide it except whe.n I am alone. I feel like I am doing stone crazy

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      I would think your reaction is normal but we cannot let fear rule over us, according to the Bible. The words "fear not" are mentioned I think about a thousand times in there. Every time you feel fear coming on, cast down those thoughts and think on good things. Hang in there!

      almost 5 years ago