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    i had colon cancer, the dr. said he can reverse the bag off, well i had chemo, this 2013 it will be 6 years, and yes im still on the bag, the dr. said i had to lose weight, well i finally did 53 pounds, seen the dr. 1 month ago, and said deb u need to lose more lets see u get skinny, are u kidding me, i just was upset , the dr. said soon we have to check colon then we go from there, i just dont know why for 5 years i was depressed, the family dr. put me on depression pills, well let me tell u i was a changed person it made me be hateful and wanted to end my life, i went to see another dr. to cope my life and all they wanted to know my whole life, for get that i stopped going, i just talk to my husband and the lord, so far ok, i wont change my bag at all, my husband does it for me and i love him for that, i dont want to its makes me cry and i dont want to see it........ i have no friends i dont deal with my husbands family and my family lives far away..... its like im a shame of my body carring the bag on me.... i was 49 i got out of bed then all of a sudden i caouldnt move my stomach was hurting so bad i couldnt walk, went to the hospital and this one dr. said we cant find nothing she has a infection so they gave me pills, went home 2 days later then it got worst, i was throwing up and not using the bathroom number 2 at all, back and fourth to hospital, then all day and night i was crying my self to sleep bad stomach pains hurting all the time,then i started throwing up food was not coming out number 2 for 1 month, then i went to hospital they told my husband she is empty she must be using the bathroom, my husband said no she hasnt shes been throwing it up, finally there was another dr. there he looked me over, they had to put tubes down my nose and i stayed in hospital 14 days no food iv only, i was getting worst, then the dr. said we need to do bear enama on her next thing i know i was in the room and my dr. said we have 20 mins. to do surery tell me where u want to [ut the bag on , i showed him and cried they hurry on the surery the cancer was all in my colon and ready to go..well had the bag on me all i did was cried on nurse came in and said u have to learn to put it on if u want to go home they put the tape on i turned it of and cried, the nurse said u need to learn it i said noooooo, my husband will do it, my husband said yes i will...... i have more ...... i had a blockage and to go to hospital tubes in my nose and pumped the stomach i dont want that no more. does anyone have this bad ?????? thank u for listening to my story... im tried now debbie

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