I'm sorry that you are still feeling lonely and depressed. Your phone number was redacted - I don't know what that means. :(
As much as I would like to call you, I use up all my cell phone minutes on my medical follow ups, Disability insurance follow ups and people checking in on me.
I would be ok giving you my email address and corresponding that way if you would like - it's not immediate, but I do check it throughout the day and maybe that would be of comfort. Just not sure how to get you the email address - let me know if you would like to do that.
Your cancer center should have put you in touch with a social worker. Maybe you should reach out to them as well for someone to talk to. I'm thinking of you.