I don't know who you mean by "these people", and why you think that way. I don't even know where you are getting treatment. I have to say that the one saving grace I have is the fact that I have a great hospital and treatment facility here in Syracuse , NY. That helps, although I must say I still hate going.
What stage are you? I didn't have radiation, but I did have surgery.
If people act like they think you are out of your mind, just tell them the truth, you are feeling awful.
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Other Care (Psychosocial): These people think I am losing my mind.
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LUGANO
over 6 years ago
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ewo1bn shared an experience
Loss (My mind/Sense of Humor): Don't like being me anymore
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LUGANO
over 6 years agoI understand exactly how you feel. For me, that comes and goes. Sometimes I hate myself and sometimes I am grateful to still be alive. I think that when I think too deeply on my cancer, that is when I get a bit dark. I take lorazepam and that helps. Part of this feeling of lack of self worth I think also comes just from not feeling 100%. I'd like to be there for you when you feel this way, but as they say this is a very lonely disease....just not all the time.
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ewo1bn shared an experience
Oh No (Money): Can't afford anything these days
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Procedure or Surgery (Surgery)
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Radiation (External radiation )
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Side Effects (Chemo brain): It sucks