• ewo1bn's Avatar

    ewo1bn shared an experience

    Other Care (Psychosocial): These people think I am losing my mind.

    1 Comment
    • LUGANO's Avatar
      LUGANO

      I don't know who you mean by "these people", and why you think that way. I don't even know where you are getting treatment. I have to say that the one saving grace I have is the fact that I have a great hospital and treatment facility here in Syracuse , NY. That helps, although I must say I still hate going.
      What stage are you? I didn't have radiation, but I did have surgery.
      If people act like they think you are out of your mind, just tell them the truth, you are feeling awful.

      11 months ago
  • ewo1bn's Avatar

    ewo1bn shared an experience

    Loss (My mind/Sense of Humor): Don't like being me anymore

    1 Comment
    • LUGANO's Avatar
      LUGANO

      I understand exactly how you feel. For me, that comes and goes. Sometimes I hate myself and sometimes I am grateful to still be alive. I think that when I think too deeply on my cancer, that is when I get a bit dark. I take lorazepam and that helps. Part of this feeling of lack of self worth I think also comes just from not feeling 100%. I'd like to be there for you when you feel this way, but as they say this is a very lonely disease....just not all the time.

      11 months ago
  • ewo1bn's Avatar

    ewo1bn shared an experience

    Oh No (Money): Can't afford anything these days

  • ewo1bn's Avatar

    ewo1bn shared an experience

    Procedure or Surgery (Surgery)

  • ewo1bn's Avatar

    ewo1bn shared an experience

    Radiation (External radiation )

  • ewo1bn's Avatar

    ewo1bn shared an experience

    Side Effects (Chemo brain): It sucks