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    dose anyone know if surgery is an option for skin cancer for someone with heart problems.

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    Hi this is flyglo thank you for responding to my post. I haven't went back to the doctor sense about last march when he told me I had cancer. I saw a few friends of mine go through cemo when I was in grade school. People say cemo has came along way since then and its suppose to be more safer use side effects. However, I would rather get my info from you and this site. I think I will have to go with cemo because my heart isn't in the best shape for surgery. I have been signing up for clinical trails but have but unsuccessful. I still need to find out what stage it is cause I am starting to get weaker which means its getting worst. I have put it off thinking I could repair my family first but it hasn't worked. I now know that its time to move on. my kids are also no support but i.m not made at then cause I know they are just kids. I remind them everyday the I hold no ill will about anything they think they may have or not have done. It would be nice to be able to have my so called wife in my corner cause this sucks. I read that your BF would touch you. Dose he think he will catch something? If so then how dumb. But maybe he just don't know how to deal with it. I know a lot of people who shut down when confronted with stress. I know that's not the case with mine I have come to realize she is not the person I met or maybe she changed. The only thing I am sure of is she is not my one and only. I have been left alone when I needed her the most. Its hard to picture life any more because of cancers uncertainties and no wife or live in kids. Life sure doesn't come easy.

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    Loss (Lost loved one): My grand mother past away from cancer. She was my best friend who I depended on greatly. So was ready to die and prepare us for that day. I am not the type of person who fears death. I believe its a good thing that frees us from the limits of are human body. Even so I still miss her and wish I spend more time with her before she left. Both of my wife's parents pasted away from cancer and I believe her grand parents as well. I am so worried that my kids may one get cancers because it runs on both sides. My sister had cancer but caught it early so she fine. I can't say that same for myself.

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    still feeling alone still worrying about what to do. Its a strange feeling to know everyday brings me closer to my fears. i never thought i would be sickly. my eye sight steadily is getting worse. and my body is getting weaker. I can feel pressure on the left side of my head. I am thankful for this website cause I know my feeling are being heard. My wife and kids act as if they could careless and my mom has cancer so I dare not tell her about myself. Its just nice to know people here care.

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