Understandable. I have my one year transplant anniversary coming up. I have an aggressive form of the disease so I worry about when it will start to creep back as well. The therapies are improving rapidly, and there are more and more choices out there to control the disease. Hopefully there is one that won't make you feel too terribly bad that can get it back under control.
lovelyafc posted an update
My numbers started to go back up 3 months ago. I was advised that I would probably in to start treatment again soon. I will find out tomorrow whether the MM is unstable. I reviewed my labs last night and my numbers have continued to increase since my last appointment. I have enjoyed my 1 year 4 month chemo vacation and I am beginning to have anxiety.