Mhumph, I am not sure I can wrap my head around 20 weeks of Chemo. I am not even able to go there yet. But Bravo to you. Amazing courage to me.
Even though the Dr. has said, Chemo. I think I had that far away idea,,, If I ever get cancer, I would never do Chemo kind of attitude. You know that stuff is poison right? :)
....But now I think, I have a 5 year old, a husband I love and too much life i haven't even thought to explore yet. So part of me is...bring it on and get it done. But then I read everything here and the mildest side effect is fatigue. Fatigue for 20 weeks!!! Holly XXX. How do all of you do it???
I do find it funny that over the last year I have made multiple jokes about, I can't wait until I am old and get to nap everyday. But I was thinking of that time in life when ya stop stressing about the little things and easily fall asleep in your chair on warm afternoons.
I read somewhere that Chemo causes insomnia???? So you are exhausted and cant sleep??
Who is the wicked B that let this disease out of the bag?
Thank you for stating your diagnosis and ongoing treatment so directly. I think I think if just one person - overly emotionally like me - gets me going... I will be running around hysterically screaming:) Thank you to you and all the other stable grounded people who have taken the time to let me in:)