Thank you everyone.. Buckeye Shelby.. You are so right, I think I am fine, and then... here it comes again. She had the same cancer,there is a lot of emotion that goes with that.
Barryboomer, I have been mentoring a friend. She has not been feeling well for a while. I forced her to go in and the found atypical cells in her thyroid. So now I am helping her navigate through the unknown. It still does not stop the pain, but I know it is what Jan would have done.
32505, I hope you find strength as well. It sounds like you have a lot you are dealing with. Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
Azuper. You are correct. I feel so broken right now, and my own cancer symptoms are starting to return. That is what happens with the stress in our lives, it causes us to find our symptoms to get worse..
Thank you again everyone for reaching out to a total stranger..
