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    READY FOR MY FIRST TREATMENT

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      GregP_WN

      You are a survivor!!

      over 4 years ago
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      carrie2409

      I am sending you a hug over the internet. Best wishes, rember to be kind to yourself!!!

      over 4 years ago
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      riverratttt47w

      thank you, been a long year already

      over 4 years ago
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    Oh No (Cancer is back/Recurred ): well it seems I still have cancer after GI doc tells me I don't and he got it all and sent everything off to labs but I find out different as time goes by. seems my surgeon as well as my oncologist has said the GI doc should have sent me to see them first not after he did what he did and has now made things worse for me as my surgeon doesn't think the whipple will help me and thinks that there maybe more going on than just the cancer. my cancer doc also says I still have activity in the second half of my douedem and not sure if its reoccurring or new as the GI doc seems to have lost the first tumor inside me as he was trying to remove something he shouldn't have and ripped my artery as well and had to have 3 blood transfusions and a second surgery to fix the artery. as I was told I am sort of stuck between a rock and a hard place...wanted to just pass me around the past few months from one doc to another with no help and now cancer doc wanted me to go to Columbus but not going there. I have been sent for another body scan as well last week and found that I still have more as I said but I did get a call from surgeon's murse and wants me to have the gi doc go back down and scope me again to pin point the spot where he removed the last tumor but he will not be the one if its done, so looking and talking to a different GI doc and trying to get some help as well as some answers to all this XXX I have had to live for the past 8 months now. one thing I don't like is someone to lie to me and if you keep something from me that is lying in my book. had a long talk with my wife and decided I am going to take a few weeks off from all this as I need to get myself grounded again as I have gotten to the point that I cant even talk to anyone about it not even any doc's or nurse's without losing it and getting angry from all the wasted time and BS they have put me through and the lies I have been told from GI doc and now no one wants to tell me just what happened in that surgery. so I am kinda wondering if its something I just need to suck up and live with, gonna wait and see what new GI doc has to say about it and if she can shed any light on things. thought I was cancer free as from what GI doc told me but I guess I am not...so I guess I am not a cancer survivor as much as one living and still battling cancer, but I WILL survive

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